I decided to ditch the nursing idea. The amount of work I'd have to do just to possibly be accepted into a program just doesn't seem worth it. Plus the years of schooling to follow don't seem appealing. So, I'm just pushing through. I suppose I'll stick this out as long as they'll have me.
In some personal news, I am having a very hard time dealing with some recent information. To put it all out there, we've been trying to conceive for over a year now. My husband did some testing earlier this week, and his count is super low. This is incredibly depressing for various reasons. I have always wanted to be a mother. I used to want ten kids (before I started teaching and before I realized how expensive it is to have that many kids!), but I'm come down to a reasonable 2-3. Heck, I'll even take one. With this news, even one may not be possible. I know there are things that may help (We see a specialist
In the meantime, I continue to push through the days, trying not to be down about life or work.
-D
1 comment:
I thought that the nursing idea sounded complicated and stressful; maybe there is something else out there for you though. Keep an open mind. That is very disappointing about the low count. One of Ashley's friends had her sister donate an egg(friend was in her early 40s and they had been trying for several years); they are now the parents of a darling baby boy. Don't give up hope. There are options.
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